Comatose

I should've heard what they told me
 Everything that they said about you
 But I thought I knew better
 Now I see that you've been untrue
 Wish I knew what I know now
 I should've trusted myself
 I gave you everything I had
 And you put me through hell
 I was afraid you'd think I'm nothing
 Now I feel like I'm comatose
 Convinced myself maybe we had something
 Or is that what I feared the most?
 I tell myself that your words can't hurt me
 I'm holding out for a brighter day
 When everything that I love deserts me
 Happiness is just a bullet away
 I understand that you used to love me
 Wasn't much, but it made you cry
 Even now as you stand above me
 I'm a victim of your fucking lies
 It's too late to ask forgiveness
 You're going to get what you deserve
 They say you only hurt the ones that you love
 It's about time that you got burned