Relapse

Self-immolating like a moth to the flame
 Still imitating but never the same
 Trying to interpret all the thoughts in my head
 "Trying to be perfect" is what you said
 It's times like these when I'm feeling alive
 That part of me I've been trying to hide
 Up from the depths it comes rushing out
 Open up the gates to erase all doubt
 You should have seen it coming
 I'm always falling down
 You got me started
 And I just can't stop, go back
 And when it's all or nothing
 I find my own way out
 You got me started
 And I just can't stop, go back
 Here is the thing you should contemplate
 As you taste my disease, consume my hate
 I am just the product of your ultimate plan
 I am just the person that you say I am
 Hello again. Why haven't we met?
 Why do these words ring with regret?
 An introduction is long overdue
 We're just the same then, me and you