Trapped

Victimized, scrutanized
 I am here to survive
 How you live? (trapped)
 How you die? (trapped)
 All the time is what you really feel inside (trapped)
 Insecure (trapped), what you need?
 How you not here to be
 1 percent or 99, I want it all
 I swear to God, by myself
 Anxiety, anxiousness, misery
 Lose your dreams, lose your mind
 I can travel inside my mind like all the time
 Do what I gotta do to get into your vibe
 No right or wrong been moving when we moving right
 Say my name in the mirror 30 times
 When this song is over, we will lead a normal life
 These eyes, they won't be fake, no
 Screwed up, but I'll be gentle
 Been drivin,' been drinkin'
 Lord help me, this is not right
 State your claims and play your games
 This is no rap embrace
 We just rhyme, press rewind
 Let's replay, and let's get down
 These eyes, they won't be fake, no
 Screwed up, but I'll be gentle
 Been drivin,' been drinkin'
 Lord help me, this is not right
 State your claims and play your games
 This is no rap embrace
 We just rhyme, press rewind
 Let's replay, and let's get down
 Let's get down, let's replay
 Let's get down, let's replay
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 I see happy people
 In the middle of no where I see happy people
 In the middle of no where the bloodsheds thy people
 In the middle of no where I see happy people
 In the middle of no where the bloodsheds thy people
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 I woke up this morning and I asked myself;
 "Is life worth living, should I blast myself?
 And when I'm gone would they remember?"
 Only son of Deborah, born in late December
 Would my women cry for me when they get the news
 That they future baby daddy
 Hanging from a noose
 I don't wanna cry, be a better way
 Don't ever want to see her die, so I found an escape
 Should I leap in head first off the fire escape
 Or should I take the easy way, shoot myself in the face
 I can't really explain
 What got me feelin' this way
 To all my fans, I'm truly sorry that I have to end it
 But keep your minds open, and my verses in your memory
 In disbelieve, at least I made it to a quarter century
 Just tryna give you a good ending for the documentary
 I won't give you reasons why I had to do it
 Just know I'm going through it
 And I really had to do it
 Get it together, fuck is you doin'
 God got my number blocked
 My calls, he never answered
 Who's to blame, myself, the bullet or the handgun
 The night time's the hardest time to be alive
 Only sleepin' with women I love
 I got insomnia
 I got a bad case of 4 A.M. regrets
 You know, like when you can't sleep, layin' in your bed
 Replaying all them things you wish you never did
 Voices in my head, sleep paralysis
 Countin' sheep all week
 I'm half-past dead
 Vision clouded
 Voices, whispers, are they talkin' about me