Medicate

I've been lying awake at night
 I've been hoping that I'm alright
 I've been winding myself too tight
 Wondering if I will sleep tonight
 Never thought things would get like this
 Always hoping that they'd work out
 Still ingesting the wrong amount
 Now, I seem to be filled with doubt
 I cannot stop this ride
 I'm growing cold inside
 I shouldn't let it slide
 Will sickness be mine?
 This should not be my weight to bear
 Go on acting like I don't care
 Stop this high, I wouldn't dare
 I have learned and deserve my share
 Things like this happen every day
 While I'm in there, I feel okay
 But you say I should get away
 Let me go just for one more day
 I cannot stop this ride
 I'm growing cold inside
 I shouldn't let it slide
 Will sickness be mine?
 I cannot stop this ride
 I'm growing cold inside
 I shouldn't let it slide
 Will sickness be mine?
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 I've got to medicate myself
 I'm not concerned about health
 It covers up what I've been dealt
 It seems the only way
 I've got to medicate myself
 It's been the only thing that helped
 Must cover up what I have felt
 It seems the only way
 I cannot stop this ride
 I'm growing cold inside
 I shouldn't let it slide
 Will sickness be mine?
 I cannot stop this ride
 I'm growing cold inside
 I shouldn't let it slide
 Will sickness be mine?
 Sickness is mine
 Sickness is mine
 Sickness is mine