Someone You'd Admire

After all is said and done I feel the same
 All that I hoped would change within me stayed
 Like a huddled moon-lit exile on the shore
 Warming his hands, a thousand years ago
 I walk with others in me yearning to get out
 Claw at my skin and gnash their teeth and shout
 One of them wants only to be someone you'd admire
 One would as soon just throw you on the fire
 After all is said and after all is done
 God only knows which of them I'll become
 
 After all is said and done I feel the same
 All that I hoped would change within me stayed
 Like a huddled moon-lit exile on the shore
 Warming his hands, a thousand years ago
 I walk with others in me yearning to get out
 Claw at my skin and gnash their teeth and shout
 One of them wants only to be someone you'd admire
 One would as soon just throw you on the fire
 After all is said and after all is done
 God only knows which of them I'll become