Over My Head

It's over my head
 I hate myself for caring this much
 
 I've become an addict looking for a hit of your love
 I'm a long way from sober and I don't wanna get over you
 Like a bird needs a gun
 I've never been so dependent, who am I turning into
 And I'm ashamed to say it but
 I need a fix, my heart is outta control
 And you pull it like a habit baby
 I try to kick it, hold my breath, and let go
 But the drugs too deep and it's in my bones
 I was the one who could take it, leave it
 Liked it better when I didn't need it
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 Drowning slow cause I crave disaster
 Overdosing, I'm sinking faster
 I'm in over my head, over my head, over my head
 I don't understand it but I know
 It's over my head, so over my head
 Sing me if it's hell or tell me this is paradise
 
 Wherever we are just hold me like I'm yours tonight
 It's a long way from over and I'm forever hooked on you
 Like thunder needs the rain
 Shatter my defenses, who am I turning into
 And I'm ashamed to say it but
 I need a fix, my heart is outta control
 And you pull it like a habit baby
 I try to kick it, hold my breath, and let go
 But the drugs too deep and it's in my bones
 I was the one who could take it, leave it
 Liked it better when I didn't need it
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 Drowning slow cause I crave disaster
 Overdosing, and I'm sinking faster
 I'm in over my head, over my head, over my head
 I don't understand it but I know
 It's over my head, so over my head
 Say that you crave me, will you fixate me
 If I come unhinged, let you under my skin
 Love me or kill me, your poison can heal me
 The needle's in my veins, watch me fly, fly, fly
 I need a fix, my heart is outta control
 And you pull it like a habit baby
 I try to kick it, hold my breath, and let go
 But the drugs too deep and it's in my bones
 I was the one who could take it, leave it
 Liked it better when I didn't need it
 ♪
 Drowning slow cause I crave disaster
 Overdosing, and I'm sinking faster
 I'm in over my head, over my head, over my head
 I don't understand it but I know
 It's over my head, so over my head
 You pull me in over my head, so over my head
 I don't understand it but I know
 It's over my head, so over my head
 I'm over my head