Caught

It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do
 To try and keep from calling you
 Well, can my dreams keep coming true?
 How can they? 'Cause when I sleep
 I never dream of you
 As if the dream of you, it sleeps too
 But it never slips away
 It just gains its strength and digs its hooks
 To drag me through the day
 And I'm caught
 I forget all that I've been taught
 I can't keep calm, I can't keep still
 Pulled apart against my will
 It's the hardest thing I've ever had to prove
 You turn to salt as I turned around to look at you
 Old friends have said, the books I've read
 Say it's the thing to do
 But it's hard to see it when you're in it
 'Cause I went blind for you
 Then you leave my head and crawl out of bed
 Subconscious solipsist
 And for those hours deep in the dark
 Perhaps you don't exist
 But I'm caught
 I forget all that I've been taught
 I can't keep calm, I can't keep still
 Pulled apart against my will
 And I was thrashing on the line
 Somewhere between
 Desperate and divine
 I can't keep calm, I can't keep still
 Persephone will have her fill
 And I'm caught
 I forget all that I've been taught
 I can't keep calm, I can't keep still
 Pulled apart against my will
 And I'm caught
 I forget all that I've been taught
 I can't keep calm, I can't keep still
 Pulled apart against my will
 Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh