Learn to Love the Lie

I wish it was just another day
 Another ordinary, not extraordinary
 Just a boring Sunday morning
 When doing nothing's the only something we've got planned
 But not today
 We're falling apart and it's showing that we're
 Basically just trapped in captivity
 Wishing our way out
 Just let me cross my fingers behind my back
 And I'll swear on anything you want me to after that
 I've heard that if I cross my heart then I'd have to die
 If you don't want to say goodbye
 Then I guess you'll have to learn to love the lie
 You and me, we're really nothing but enemies
 Pretending we're not meant to be
 I don't want to be the one to stay
 I don't want to be the one that got away
 And if I'm being honest
 You couldn't get rid of me anyway
 I don't want to be the one to stay
 What the hell, for heaven's sake
 I don't want to be the one that got away
 If Massachusetts had a loyalty
 I hope it wouldn't choose you over me
 And if you're wondering what keeps me up at night
 It's thinking that you might be right
 Just let me cross my fingers behind my back
 And I'll swear on anything you want me to after that
 I've heard that if I cross my heart then I'd have to die
 If you don't want to say goodbye
 Then I guess you'll have to learn to love the lie
 You and me, we're really nothing but enemies
 Pretending that's exactly how it's supposed to be
 I don't want to be the one to stay
 I don't want to be the one that got away
 And if I'm being honest
 You couldn't get rid of me anyway
 I don't want to be the one to stay
 What the hell, for heaven's sake
 I don't want to be the one that got away
 You can say what you want about me
 The old me would not apologize
 You can do what you want without me
 If only I could keep us from colliding
 Overanalyzing
 Every move we make we think we're just surviving
 But slowly we were dying
 Until the rattle somehow brings us back to life
 So let's learn to love the lie
 I don't want to be the one to stay
 I don't want to be the one that got away
 And if I'm being honest
 You couldn't get rid of me anyway
 I don't want to be the one to stay
 What the hell, for heaven's sake
 I don't want to be the one that got away (just let me cross my fingers behind my back)
 I don't want to be the one that got away (and I'll swear on anything you want me to after that)
 I don't want to be the one that got away (if I cross my heart then I'd have to die)
 But I don't wanna say goodbye
 But we have to laugh to learn to love the lie