Mouth Full of Dirt

Tipping the scales in the wrong direction
 Biting my tongue 'til it bleeds
 You saw the panic washing over my face
 And now you're watching me rinse and repeat
 I want you to stay
 But I don't wanna' be here
 It's time for a break
 But the timing is not that great for me
 Always expecting the worst
 I'm pleading my case with a mouth full of dirt
 I'm hoping to bury it with everyone that's left unspoken
 I wanna' feel something (Anything)
 I wanna' feel something (Anything)
 I wanna' feel something (Anything)
 And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb
 The television doesn't hold my attention
 It only keeps me from falling asleep
 The emptiness is filling up the space
 Is this reality or is it a dream?
 I want you to stay
 But you don't wanna' be here
 Am I too late?
 Or am I where I'm supposed to be?
 Always expecting the worst
 I'm pleading my case with a mouth full of dirt
 I'm hoping to bury it with everyone that's left unspoken
 I wanna' feel something (Anything)
 I wanna' feel something (Anything)
 I wanna' feel something (Anything)
 And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb
 Stimulate me
 Before the void annihilates me
 I wanna' feel something (Anything)
 I wanna' feel something (Anything)
 I wanna' feel something (Anything)
 And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb
 Gotta' feel something
 Feel everything
 Gotta' feel something
 And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb