Usefully Useless

Sitting face to face with all the wreckage
 With no perspective, I just don't get it
 Pull me limb from limb, feeling dissected
 I'm on the fence of feeling calm and collected
 Another light keeps running through my brain
 I can change, I can change, I can change
 I just can't figure out what's wrong with me
 I just don't wanna' be a wannabe
 Spending all my time self diagnosing
 While decomposing, usefully useless
 Circumstances are holding me hostage
 I wake up exhausted, at this point I've lost it
 Another light keeps running through my brain
 I can change, I can change, I can change
 I just can't figure out what's wrong with me
 I just don't wanna' be a wannabe
 There's nothing left to talk about
 I'd rather you just block it out
 Living with the paranoia
 Can't control the voice
 I'm doing alright
 I'm doing alright
 I'm still living with the paranoia
 Can't control the voice
 I'm doing alright
 Another light keeps running through my brain
 I can change, I can change, I can change
 I just can't figure out what's wrong with me
 I just don't wanna' be a wannabe
 A wannabe
 I just don't wanna' be a wannabe