several hundred apologies

It's like, I feel sorry for everyone out there
 It's not so good
 So, everyone, I love everyone
 I love one—I just love one person
 I just love one person
 I just love the one
 Here, like a giant blanket of sound for you to enjoy
 We're here making things, just trying to sound like a blanket
 Just the other day, I was punched and beaten in the streets, and it was very violent
 It was very crazy, and I think it was something I never want to hear again
 Your favorite kind of sandwich, made out of cotton and nicotine
 And my grandmother was an old lady, by myself
 What's the worst dream you've ever had?
 That I went next door in this alternate reality version of my neighborhood
 And the house next door I knew was a witch's house, but I went there anyways
 And I went up to the door, and, like an idiot, and the witch came out
 And it was like, she stole my family, and there is
 I knew everything was going to go wrong
 And I was falling down this awful waterfall, and then it was like the Looney Tunes "That's All, Folks"
 But instead of happy "That's All, Folks" it was like the witch
 That was the end for me
 And then, during recess, I would want the other kids to feel bad, so I would tell them I couldn't read, but I really could, and then I would go to the principal's office
 What did you do at recess?
 Second grade, we did a lot of card trading
 And I lost my Japanese holographic, which was my favorite and most prized possession, but I don't know to-
 No sports? You didn't play on the soccer field?
 Um, yeah, we had a dirt field and we would always play soccer, and then one kid would always scoop up the ball and run with it
 Yeah, and then we'd get really mad, and it was funny, but I was mad at the time
 Slides and the swing set sets
 We played tetherball
 We played a lot of wallball and basketball
 Wallball was fun
 I remember this day at recess, and there was a storm
 And I just wanted my mother to pick me up
 And it was getting worse
 And it was getting dark, and I was outside, there was a playground
 And I just wanted to go home, and it was starting to rain, and there was lightning, and I
 What?
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 I... What happened?