Ode to Destruction

I've thought enough for both of us but I barely said a word
 I been back and forth a thousand times hoping not to lose
 And I know I should take it slow
 But I've never followed suit
 And this ache you gave it dies with me
 So this time I'm finally through
 But I wish it wasn't true
 And so it goes
 I may wish I'd disappear
 Let the record slow
 
 As the distance grows, it's like I always feared
 I never gave enough and I never wanted to
 But still I think of you
 Would you waste some time on me?
 Am I a waste of time?
 If you're around next year, even for a day
 Would you show your face?
 And lay those eyes on me
 Because I'm a sight to see
 I've survived so much
 On my own
 You'll bite your tongue
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 We're deaf to those that tell us truths that we don't wanna hear
 So here's to those that wish us well the rest can go to hell
 Life's a waste without you and me
 Life's a waste without you and me
 I don't wanna be
 I don't wanna be
 I don't wanna be this way
 You're never getting rid
 You're never getting rid
 You're never getting rid of me
 And so it goes