Poison or Patience (feat. OSTON)

Poison or patience
 To make me okay
 Cause I hate myself today
 Every second feels the same
 When I hate myself
 Waking up's a rip off
 I could be asleep but instead I'm here pissed off
 Thinkin bout a time that I said something dumb
 Shoulda caught a fat lip and then some
 Maybe that would make me feel better?
 Throwing up my error and I put it under pressure
 Take it back
 No chance, No way, Never
 No hope, too late
 Poison or patience
 To make me okay
 Cause I hate myself today
 Every second feels the same
 When I hate myself today
 I hate myself today
 I don't wanna be upset anymore
 Body far from my head
 Spiral on the bedroom floor
 I'm circling the drain, better slow it down
 Fuck it never mind watch me go around
 And momma I'm an internet hero
 Don't pay a therapist I got my 1s and my 0s
 To keep me company when I'm feeling low
 Oh god I can't afford to be original
 So it's Poison or patience
 To make me okay
 Cause I hate myself today
 Every second feels the same
 When I hate myself today
 I hate myself today
 Oh god I hate myself today
 I paid the price for change
 I learned to bare the weight
 Now I'm selling out for pain
 And I hate myself today