How to Die Happy

I'm falling I see people down on the pavement
 Silver bells sidewalks I'm sideways my eyes are wet
 I'm higher through the sky than anyone ever
 Promise I won't cry if goodbye will you save me
 I want it so bad that I can hardly breathe
 I'm falling eighteen more stories 'til I reach it
 Make it go in slow motion show me forever
 That dripping nectar the elixir from heaven
 Show me that secret word that will save my life
 In neon come the special rose of the night
 There is a love song playing from someone's window
 I heard it young once now I know how it goes
 Woke up in a darkened room so far away from you
 Became addicted to your voice in the distance
 I can't hear anything else now that I'm in it
 They told me not to jump but I wouldn't listen
 How to die happy that's what we're here for isn't it
 Woke up in a broken place I can't remember your face
 Send me all the way to the bottom to get it
 I am so cold lay your hand over my head
 This was the end all the way from the beginning
 But giving up is not the same as giving in