every night i lose you

I been killing myself every night
 I been losing sleep every night
 I wish I could keep you alive
 But it's over now, it's flow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-
 Don't wake up, I'm asleep, I can't sleep without you
 Every time I'm alive, tell myself, "Pull it through"
 If I do, I can see, be with you, be with me
 I can end this shit so easily
 Oh, this life, nothing mean to me
 Oh, this shit can't keep going on, I don't know what's going on
 Stuck inside the house again, "It's okay," I know it's not
 It's okay, just let me die
 It's okay, just let me grab this sawed-off, paint the ceiling lights
 I've been losing myself every night that I dream of you
 I can't keep moving on
 I've been losing myself to the knife that I cut myself with every night
 It's selfish
 I know, I know (know)
 'Cause I know, I know (know)
 'Cause I know, I know (know)
 'Cause I know, I know (know)
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 It's not enough, it's never been enough
 Won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my mind
 It's not enough, it's never been enough
 Won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my m-
 I've been losing myself every night that I dream of you
 I can't keep moving on
 I've been losing myself to the knife that I cut myself with every night
 It's selfish
 I know, I know (know)
 'Cause I know, I know (know)
 'Cause I know, I know (know)
 'Cause I know, I know (know)
 I've been killing myself every night
 I've been losing sleep every night
 I wish I could keep you alive
 But it's over now, it's flowing out now
 I can end this shit so easily
 I can end this shit so easily
 I can end this shit so easily
 I can end this shit so easily
 I can end this shit so easily
 I can end this shit so easily
 I can end this shit so easily
 I can end this shit so easily