What If I'm Hurt Again

You go too far, and I don't even know how to start
 You dig too deep, while you're askin' me what I'm doin' asleep
 Well I really don't know now
 What I'm doin', I got the tools in my hand
 But I'm just clueless how to use them
 While you got your castle of sand
 I'm just the wind blowin' in the storm, and I'm scared to even try
 Cuz' I'll knock it down, yeah to the ground, and you always ask me why
 I play your game, but it gets me every time
 And I'm brought to shame
 Why do I even try?
 And the waves keep getting closer and I know just what to do
 But I'm afraid to cuz' what if I'm hurt again by you
 You want it loud
 Well these speakers gonna blow from
 The sound (and still it's not enough)
 You want it bigger and brighter
 I'm just not that capable all year-round
 (The problem is what you want in love)
 You want this thing
 Now you're indecisive, you can't make up your mind
 Do you want it this way or that way, you want answers I can't find
 It's not flashy, and I like that, but you want it to be right
 I'm a perfectionist with other things but not this little sight
 I play your game, but it gets me every time
 And I'm brought to shame
 Why do I even try?
 And the waves keep getting closer and I know just what to do
 But I'm afraid to cuz'
 What if I'm hurt again by you
 Oh
 By you
 You never told me what I was doin' all wrong
 Coulda had this fixed but now it's been prolonged
 To the point where I coulda given up on you
 Why you got to be like that? Why can't you just speak the truth?
 I play your game, but it gets me every time
 And I'm brought to shame
 Why do I even try?
 And the waves keep getting closer and I know just what to do
 But I'm afraid to cuz'
 What if I'm hurt again by you