Jaded

I ain't really trying to sit around all day
 Waiting for something to change
 I'ma get up go and be on my way
 To another road that I may face
 And I pay my respect to the past and the ones involved
 Even those relationships dissolved
 With the ones with the ones
 Yeah I thought that I would need the most
 Now a days in their eyes might as well be a ghost
 Every time we pass by
 Can't even look each other in the eye the same no mo(re)
 Cause we both know that we're telling lies
 Why do we try? Crazy what it do to the space in your mind
 Hard to fake when you're hardly feeling great all the time
 I've been trying to meditate in-between the lines
 And I feel so fine
 Just feeling nothing baby call me stupid crazy
 But there's levels to the places we can go
 And most just aren't willing to go
 Most just chilling getting faded
 Slip away until we jaded
 But this music that we making
 Liberation of the soul
 Thanks for coming out to the show
 My default reply when they say my set was dope
 When I step off stage I'm surrounded by folks
 In a room full of praise how could I feel so alone?
 I don't know lately been deprived of joy
 I don't feel like a man I feel I'm more like a boy
 All sad cause they fuckin' took away my toy
 I don't own a bank account I'm un-self-employed
 Oh you know just living my dream
 Slanging fifty dollar features giving merch out free
 Seven hundred fifty dollar rent plus late fees
 Outstanding balance on my utilities
 Don't mind me I am J-A-D-E-D
 Many years of hard times I've seen
 I bleed every time I release my ink
 Control-alt-delete and then I rinse and repeat
 I'm fucking jaded
 So underrated
 Full of so much hatred
 I'm fucking jaded
 Antiquated
 Faith has suffocated
 Jaded
 Jaded
 Jaded
 Jaded
 I'm jaded