Someday

Everyday I wake up in a bed full of sweat
 Short of breath as I recollect the concept of rest
 I guess all the drama that I try to suppress
 Digress all the trauma I'm afraid to address
 My life is a mess nevertheless neat
 Never been the one to follow trends I do me
 If only I could make you see what I see
 Heavy dreamer with a vision where we're all free
 Say hey carpe diem seize to-fucking-day
 You can have it all it's not too late
 Doesn't matter what they say you will great
 Time to pick yourself up and have some faith
 I know what it's like to be low
 Probably more so then I know about being high bro
 For real for real though smoked a lot and broke on my way down
 Facedown 'til I finally faced all the sound and tried
 Broke wet trotting in the cold hard rain
 Sunrays poking through the clouds far away
 They want me to change but I disobey
 I hope someday that I will find my way
 Why's happiness found in the bottom of bottles?
 Why's really living not expecting tomorrow?
 Why's feeling free when you maxing out the throttle?
 Why's falling in love always followed by sorrow?
 The questions I ask "the questions I ask"
 Just give me a glass "just give me a glass"
 To drown out my past "to drown out my past"
 Faded to black "I'm faded to black"
 I'm on a different avenue
 With a different attitude
 From the battles went through
 Look what I could do
 Don't fit in with the line up cause I am my own fashion
 Pushed with some passion from memories turned to ashes
 Opened up my soul on tracks and gained traction
 Made it to this point without ever even asking
 So if risk give reward
 Then I'll risk 'til I'm poor
 Flicking your wrist won't put you up on Forbes
 A modern day Shakespeare gripping pistols as swords
 If risk give reward
 Then I'll risk 'til I'm poor
 Flicking your wrist won't put you up on Forbes
 A modern day Shakespeare gripping pistols as swords
 Broke wet trotting in the cold hard rain
 Sunrays poking through the clouds far away
 They want me to change but I disobey
 I hope someday that I will find my way
 If I never make it then that's okay
 I did my best with that I rest okay
 I will miss you forever I wish I could stay
 It's time to walk away we'll meet again someday