I Just Wanna Die

What can we do with all this fucking pain?
 Somebody stop the pain
 (You know I wouldn't let y'all play me)
 (I wouldn't play you)
 (I won't take it light, that you play me)
 Why does so much pain in the world?
 Suffering and sorrow, thoughts of no tomorrow
 And then you stopped and think and looked in your four-cornered room, it's life
 I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life
 And for me to end it would be so nice
 Somebody driving on this backstreet
 So I could leave my shit all on the back seat
 'Cause I don't love my life no more
 So I don't want to fight no more
 I felt this way before, but it died out
 So I shot my fucking eye out
 Nobody understands me, help
 But I don't understand my self
 I always find myself bein' trapped
 And my drugs that I take, so I'm at
 That point in my motherfuckin' life
 Where I don't want to live a fuckin' lie
 I just want to die
 (Trust me, you can't do that)
 (I-I'm not gonna let you do that)
 I just want to die
 Die
 I just want to die
 Die
 Let's go on a journey
 Boldly go where no man has gone before (hello?)
 Buckle up and let's take a ride
 I want you to watch me commit suicide
 We're headed for a place in a dark land
 In desperate search of that dark man
 But don't you move, keep it right there
 I want to bring you smooth into my nightmare
 Don't be afraid of watching life bleed
 Explore my every thought, come out and sight see
 There's no man alive that can promise breath
 But once we arrive, I can promise death
 And now were headed for the crossroads
 Gettin' deeper in the lost coves
 And once we arrive, close your motherfuckin' eyes
 'Cause I'm about to die
 Man, I'm really gon' do it, man
 Will, wake up
 What? What? What? What? Man
 Damn! You ain't been listenin', man
 This shit is real, man
 I don't give a fuck Will, you paying attention?
 Just drive nigga, damn
 You listenin', will it's goin' down, right fuckin' now
 I put the pistol to my temple
 See the bullet in the chamber
 Cocked it back and out of anger, I pulled the crack
 See the shells jump out the side, now I'm fallin' back
 I'm seein' faces, but they're all in black
 I'm hearin' sounds but I can't hear
 I'm seein' pictures in my head, but they ain't clear
 My every picture flashed at full speed
 And now I'm feelin' like I'm loosin' my grips on all reality
 But my reality is a battle, G
 And I was tired of havin' talks with myself about mentality
 End it all, I stand tall
 Apparently I wasn't patient enough to hear the man call
 So now I leave myself to strive or die
 But I've lost all my hopes inside
 And I just want to die
 Yo Will, wake the fuck-up
 What? What? What? Man, damn
 Man, I'm talkin' 'bout killin' myself, man
 Wanna kill yourself?
 That's right, I don't give a fuck (ok, alright)
 What you think I'm playin'?
 Fuck that revolver, nigga
 (Play some motherfuckin' Russian roulette with this automatic) man, a'ight then let it go
 A'ight, I don't think I wanna shoot myself with this motherfuckin' automatic
 (I know you wanna shoot your motherfuckin' self) you think I give a fuck?
 You think I wanna do it? You think I care? (I know you want it, nigga) you think I cared about the fuck-
 (Damn! Watch out Jamal?)
 Oh, no, nah, man (tell me why the fuck you shoot that man, why you shoot that nigga)
 (Damn, you are in full mood, oh, why you shot that nigga blackout)
 Aye man, fuck that, c'mon man, let's go man (aye, lemme see what happened)