Colorblind

I was wrong
 And I'm sorry for that
 Things just haven't been the same
 Since I got my mind back
 And I try to hide the pain
 But I'm never good at that
 You can love me, you can hate me
 I just want my soul back
 And if there really is no God
 Who the fuck is in my head?
 Planting seeds of deceit
 I guess this must be the end
 They say the grass is always greener on the other side
 But every time I try, I go colorblind
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 I was wrong
 And I'm sorry for that
 Things just haven't been the same
 Since I got my mind back
 And I try to hide the pain
 But I'm never good at that
 You can love me, you can hate me
 I just want my soul back
 And if there really is no God
 Who the fuck is in my head?
 Planting seeds of deceit
 I guess this must be the end
 They say the grass is always greener on the other side
 But every time I try, I go colorblind
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 I've been having fucking trouble sleeping
 Every thought, that's in my head
 Is telling me to lose my grip and just end it
 No consequences, I have nothing left
 I thought this life was something more than itself
 I'm going crazy, can't trust myself
 So please just let me go, and try to find home
 If I lose myself I know that I'll always be alone
 Fuck