Torn

This is too hard
 Want to erase you
 Clean up my head and move on
 It is taking so long to get rid of you
 I've got no patience
 World is coming down
 And I can't let go
 Falling deeper down
 With rising speed
 It's so hard to breathe
 Through the darkest shadows
 Into deeper black
 No one can find me
 But I'm still staring at you
 Behind this smile
 There's nothing but bitterness
 Unseen visions shining through these eyes
 Behind this smile
 Envy is the only life force
 And still we are proud of what we've done
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 Saw this coming too many times
 In my nightmares
 Forgot to care
 Times of insanity liberate you to understand
 And you are finally whole
 Behind this smile
 There's nothing but bitterness
 Unseen visions shining through these eyes
 Behind this smile
 Envy is the only life force
 And still we are proud of what we've done