i'll die anyway.

I think back to when
 Life was good, I was content
 But it's been so many years
 I can't remember how it feels
 I reach for me, but I'm not there
 It's so lonely, but who cares
 It's fine, it's okay
 I'll die anyway
 I reach for me, but I'm not there
 I always wonder why I'm here
 It's fine, it's okay
 I'll die anyway
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 I guess I could say
 I've learned to live this way
 But it's still hard to find
 Reasons to stay alive
 Accepting I'm pointless
 Isn't the hardest
 When it's so
 Completely obvious
 My questions are countless
 Looking for answers
 So far I'm clueless
 Go back to sleep
 I reach for me, but I'm not there
 It's so lonely, but who cares
 It's fine, it's okay
 I'll die anyway
 I reach for me, but I'm not there
 I always wonder why I'm here
 It's fine, it's okay
 I'll die anyway
 I'll die anyway
 
 I'll die anyway
 I'll die anyway
 I'll die anyway