Ragged Company - Live

O lord I think I'm falling
 To my disbelief
 I'm cursing like a sailor and lying like a thief
 It's hard to heed the calling from the better side of me
 When I'm blaming everybody else and no one's coming clean
 O lord can you see my thick skin wearing thin
 And the demons of a lesser me are beckoning me in
 Those who gathered'round me - I'm watching them all leave
 Cause I am my own ragged company
 You can take a trip to china or take a boat to Spain
 take a blue canoe around the world and never come back again
 But traveling don't change a thing, it only makes it worse
 Unless the trip you take is in to change your cruel course
 'Cause every town's got a mirror and every mirror still shows me
 That I am my own ragged company
 O lord it's lonely, lord it's mighty cold
 And I don't want to live this way
 Afraid of growing old
 It's hard to heed the warning when you cannot see the crime
 The only way to remember is to forget in a rhyme
 And I'm scared to tread the red road that leads to galilee
 Cause I am my own ragged company