Glass: Half Empty

I don't how it happened but something came over me
 Separate what I have to do from where I want to be
 Backed up against the wall
 I do it to myself
 Always wanting more even when I get it
 So I beg and plead for the unattainable
 Once I have it, I lose interest just as fast
 Fuck this anyway
 Do I have to learn to live craving more than I'm given?
 Fuck it all anyway
 I will never be appeased
 I don't know what's wrong with me
 I will never be appeased
 Panic in a post-apocalyptic state of mind
 Manic mending severed satisfaction all the time
 I always think there's more to find
 One day I'm a wreck the next I'm fine
 
 Fuck this anyway
 Do I have to learn to live craving more than I'm given?
 (Not enough!)
 Fuck it all anyway
 I will never be appeased
 I don't how it happened but something came over me
 Separate what I have to do from where I want to be
 
 Can't get away from this space
 Can't rip away, I'm displaced
 Displaced
 Once again, was it meant?
 Everything feels different
 Never sure, does it last?
 Everything goes too fast
 In the back of my head I become embedded long before I know
 Should I want to be around you and the rollercoaster virtues?
 I don't want to know what you do, when I'm gone
 Cause I'm gone...