Ready or Not, There I Go

I've got those pinpoint pupils
 I've got those nodding head rolls
 I've got a dangerous pulse
 Cut me off
 From this world, please tourniquet
 Re-draw the line, I can't stop lying about the lines I'm cooking
 I wish I didn't have to leave
 Shut up
 It's like the spoons are disappearing from the kitchen counter (counter)
 I keep them hidden in the bathroom with my new-found lover (lover)
 Getting number, I'm my brother brother
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 My body is here, but-
 My mind is worlds away, worlds away
 My mind is worlds away
 How can I be the one to tell you it wasn't me?
 Every time I said this is me, when it wasn't, it wasn't
 Who do you trust? Him or me?
 He is me
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 I'm disappearing in the bathroom with my new-found lover
 There goes my brain
 There goes my brain
 There goes my brain
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 Weep while I rot
 Weep while I rot
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 Inside my mind, I feel perfect
 Back to real life, I feel different
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 I don't know me anymore
 It means nothing at all to take what I need
 I'll steal shit from your drawer, 'cause my arm is thirsty
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 I've just about convinced myself that this is what I needed
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 It's like the spoons are disappearing from the kitchen counter
 I keep them hidden in the bathroom with my new-found lover
 Getting number, I'm my brother brother