I Wanna Die - Live

I don't know what I'm doin'
 I don't know what I've done
 I don't know what I'm thinkin'
 But I wanna have fun
 I wanna get fucked up til the hurt goes away
 But I always feel like shit when I wake up the next day
 Maybe I'll stay home and get on my knees and pray
 But it always seems like god has nothin' to say
 I wonder why
 I wonder why
 I wonder why
 I wonder why
 Why do I feel so guilty for bein' myself
 Why did she have to leave me
 And go fuck someone else
 I cleaned up my act and I done it alone
 I always look for signs that she's comin' home
 Can I change my fate or is the future in stone
 Seems like all I ever do is cry and moan
 I wanna die
 I wanna die
 I wanna die
 I wanna die
 I don't know what life may have in store
 I should just shut my mouth and be thankful
 But I always want more
 Do I hope and have faith and make it through the night
 Do I lay in bed all day or do I get up and fight
 Wakin' up without my family well it just ain't right to me
 It ain't right to me
 It ain't the way it's supposed to be
 Baby why can't you see
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 Sweet angel I loved you
 All my fuckin life
 I thought we'd grow old
 With you as my wife
 I can't even remember why you had to go
 I wish I could see inside you but I'll never know
 You ain't giving second chances to allow us to grow
 I guess my only choice is to go with the flow
 And say goodbye
 And say goodbye
 And say goodbye
 So goodbye
 I wonder why
 I wonder why
 I wonder why
 I wonder why
 I wanna die
 I wanna die
 I wanna die
 I wanna die