Between You and Nowhere

I can't remember, the day we died,
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 My last memory, we were just trying to survive,
 Ain't what it used to be, no I've grown cold,
 It's like watching the sun go to bed at the end of a lonely road
 I'll walk through life, right by your side, but ya couldn't touch me
 Kept my heart up on the top shelf, just out of your reach
 Somewhere between you and nowhere,
 Is where I always seemed to be
 Somewhere between starlight and darkness
 Is where my life has taken me
 Under ashes, is where my life's left me
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 I can't remember, the day I died,
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 The tangled web I weave, am I the truth or a lie
 I tried so hard, but I'm too scarred to give you what to let you close to me
 I'm all smoke and mirrors, sleight of hand, I keep my heart up my sleeve
 Somewhere between you and nowhere,
 Is where I always seemed to be
 Somewhere between the starlight and darkness
 Is where my life's taken me
 Under ashes, where my life's left me
 I can't help the way I am,
 I'm the smoke you just can't grab
 I was conditioned I wasn't told
 I'm like the light you see, but can never hold
 Darling I'm so sorry for me,
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 Goodbye, I'm so sorry
 Somewhere between you and nowhere,
 Is where I always seemed to be
 Somewhere between the starlight and darkness
 Is where my life's taken me
 Under ashes, is where my life's left me
 Amber ashes is all that's left of me