What I Wouldn't Give

Feeling like I can't forgive
 But I want to
 It's like I don't know how to live
 I'm afraid to
 I used to think take them as they come without hesitations, no
 Now it's like my head is filled with lies and persuasions
 As the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me she's saying hurry, it's one more day gone
 What I wouldn't give just to forget
 So I can remember how to live again
 I wanna live again
 I am feeling dissonant and distracted
 The toxic chemicals are spilling in my head and they're bleeding deadly reactions
 And as the moon begins to rise he shows me all the colors that I'm hiding, I'm hiding myself
 What I wouldn't give just to forget
 What I wouldn't give to get some rest
 So I can remember how to live again
 I wanna live again
 Am I desperately losing this fight
 When I should really be choosing my flight
 Oh, take me, take me, take me now
 What I wouldn't give just to forget
 What I wouldn't give to get some rest
 So I can remember how to live again
 I wanna live again
 What I wouldn't give just to forget
 What I wouldn't give to get some rest
 What I wouldn't give just to forget
 So I can remember how to live