Broken Record

Why the fuck do I keep feeling like I lost my shit?
 It's like I should just give up because I'm not legit
 It's like I got a chain wallet and some frosted tips
 Sometimes I wanna grab a fucking gun and swallow it
 It's like pulling teeth for me to give a compliment
 That's why I walk into your circle and I talk some shit
 I'm sure you tell all of your friends that I'm a monster prick
 Man, I wish that guy would take a hike and chomp a dick
 And I can't stop any of these evil thoughts
 And I never thought I would ever be so lost
 Make these bad thoughts go away, they need to stop
 And if I keep sobbing like a bitch, I'll need a mop
 It's like my mind's a broken record, make it go away
 And I keep telling myself that I'll be okay
 But something negative is all I ever seem to think
 So, I guess I'll just get down on my knees and pray
 Well, I know I should be moving on
 But I feel like I'm already gone
 Now, if somebody'd only save me from
 This broken record that's playing in my heart
 Back in the beginning, can't remember who I was
 But I know I was a kid that would dream just because
 Then I don't remember giving in or ever giving up
 But I guess that's what I did 'cause I guess I had enough
 And I look in this mirror and I see this reflection
 It always smiles back, but I know it's deception
 Medicated smile with these desperate intentions
 Dreaming of that kid and his soul's resurrection
 Two faces, not enough pens, not enough pages
 To explain away this fucking hatred
 Spent his whole life wishing someone could save him
 Save me, please, I can't seem to take this
 Story tucked in my notebook
 But I won't ever read him 'cause I'm too afraid to look
 Back on the wrong side of those tracks
 'Cause if I ever do, I might not come back
 Well, I know I should be moving on
 But I feel like I'm already gone
 Now, if somebody'd only save me from
 This broken record that's playing in my heart
 You know it's alright, I'm praying for the sunshine
 To get me through the hard times, to get me through the hard times
 You know it's alright, I'm praying for the sunshine
 To get me through the hard times, to get me through the hard time
 Well, I know I should be moving on
 But I feel like I'm already gone
 Now, if somebody'd only save me from
 This broken record that's playing in my heart
 Well, I know I should be moving on
 But I feel like I'm already gone
 Now, if somebody'd only save me from
 This broken record that's playing in my heart
 
 Why the fuck do I keep feeling like I lost my shit?
 It's like I should just give up because I'm not legit
 It's like I got a chain wallet and some frosted tips
 Sometimes I wanna grab a fucking gun and swallow it
 It's like pulling teeth for me to give a compliment
 That's why I walk into your circle and I talk some shit
 I'm sure you tell all of your friends that I'm a monster prick
 Man, I wish that guy would take a hike and chomp a dick
 And I can't stop any of these evil thoughts
 And I never thought I would ever be so lost
 Make these bad thoughts go away, they need to stop
 And if I keep sobbing like a bitch, I'll need a mop
 It's like my mind's a broken record, make it go away
 And I keep telling myself that I'll be okay
 But something negative is all I ever seem to think
 So, I guess I'll just get down on my knees and pray
 Well, I know I should be moving on
 But I feel like I'm already gone
 Now, if somebody'd only save me from
 This broken record that's playing in my heart
 Back in the beginning, can't remember who I was
 But I know I was a kid that would dream just because
 Then I don't remember giving in or ever giving up
 But I guess that's what I did 'cause I guess I had enough
 And I look in this mirror and I see this reflection
 It always smiles back, but I know it's deception
 Medicated smile with these desperate intentions
 Dreaming of that kid and his soul's resurrection
 Two faces, not enough pens, not enough pages
 To explain away this fucking hatred
 Spent his whole life wishing someone could save him
 Save me, please, I can't seem to take this
 Story tucked in my notebook
 But I won't ever read him 'cause I'm too afraid to look
 Back on the wrong side of those tracks
 'Cause if I ever do, I might not come back
 Well, I know I should be moving on
 But I feel like I'm already gone
 Now, if somebody'd only save me from
 This broken record that's playing in my heart
 You know it's alright, I'm praying for the sunshine
 To get me through the hard times, to get me through the hard times
 You know it's alright, I'm praying for the sunshine
 To get me through the hard times, to get me through the hard time
 Well, I know I should be moving on
 But I feel like I'm already gone
 Now, if somebody'd only save me from
 This broken record that's playing in my heart
 Well, I know I should be moving on
 But I feel like I'm already gone
 Now, if somebody'd only save me from
 This broken record that's playing in my heart