Remedy - 2018 Remaster

I need a remedy of diesel and dust
 Something I can taste with the things I can trust
 Another high, more potent than lust
 Eating and repeating like the working of rust and time
 I woke to the sound and the rhythm of rain
 Dancing down on the windowpane
 Comatose, eyes half-closed
 Arms wrapped up with the wounds all sewn
 I'm froze from head to toe
 Clenched the jaw, then felt my body roll over slow
 I must live to know
 Healing takes some time
 So no, no regrets, no looking back on sinking ships
 So I'll strip the gauze for a rational self-analysis
 I'm down, cut and bound
 Counting scars, counting blessings loud, so loud
 I must live to know that time alone is always healing
 No regrets or falling fits
 I'll strip the gauze and bleed it
 As long as there's a bleeding