What You Wanted

You said I know that I want it and I live like I love it
 But when I'm sad the changes
 When I want some peace or truth
 I'm constantly assailed, assailed
 And I've wanted, wanted
 WAITED, WAITED
 Wanted love deferred
 But I won't stay
 No, you never say that's what you wanted
 WHEN YOU WANT IT
 And I never talked you when I was sad about it
 I don't wanna wait until the dawn
 And tell myself I'll learn by morning
 But I NEVER LISTEN to myself and I never said one word about it
 But changes come and changes how I look upon myself
 Yeah, you could live happily and gone to somewhere else
 Someone else, but who will stand for me if you weren't sad and there?
 I said it will never be, won't never be that brave
 But talking I was different, this morning light
 It's more like waiting for the time to steal away
 Now I see your face in everything, I make a song, make a song
 Sing it always ‘cause
 You never said just what you wanted when you wanted
 I never told you when I was sad about it
 I don't wanna wait until the dawn and tell myself I'll learn by morning
 But I NEVER LISTEN to myself and I never said one word about it
 So I know that I want it, know the soon as I got it
 But the change, I hate it
 The time I see some proof, oh God, I want that one to beg
 I want that chase, want that bad
 And I know it's lame, this basic job, I'm so obsessed
 Yeah, I know it's so absurd
 But when I love it, I love it
 All I want is that loving, girl
 You know I won't stay
 BUT I WON'T STAY
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 No, but I won't stay
 
 No, you can never say just what you want when I want you
 You never said just what you wanted when you wanted
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 And I never talked to you when I was sad about it
 I don't wanna wait until the dawn and tell myself I'll learn by morning
 And I NEVER LISTEN to myself but never say one word about it