King of Loneliness

I am searching for the missing piece that makes me whole
 The hate I feel for what I have become allows me no control
 Truth has all but vanished from all I say and do
 If wishes did come true
 I'd wish for the purity I once knew
 I'm past the point of no return
 I'm past the point of caring
 I have screamed as loud as I can scream
 No one ever listens
 I am king of loneliness
 I can't give this crown away
 From never wanting anything
 I got too much of nothing
 As a boy I did believe if I closed my eyes I would disappear
 But I would always open them for fear it would be true
 Too much time spent inside and this
 Childhood logic is realized
 Now look I have disappeared
 I closed my eyes too long