Lost

Circled by shadow for so long
 The fear of what is right or wrong
 Resentment bred by giving oh the cost
 I am here
 I am not here
 I am lost
 Angered by the love the pain I cannot hide
 The house I labored to build cannot find
 A touch so strong the strength that once was
 Is it here
 It is not here
 It is lost
 Flicker flame as I rest my head
 Held in the clutches of regret
 I go to trance
 In the candle red
 With every breath and step the search goes on
 With every day I discover I am torn
 Did love lie beside me once?
 And is it here
 It is not here
 It is lost