Goodbye - Live from Pittsburgh / 2019

It was 2016, Pittsburgh
 Back of the bus when I first heard
 Ma gave me the first word
 Ambulance at the house, said she's concerned
 She goes to the door to investigate
 Said it doesn't look good, feel her hesitate
 Medics worked, and they tried to resuscitate
 By the time they arrived, it was too late
 Was your breathing getting shallow?
 Was the darkness getting darker?
 While the demons that you hide from
 Held you underneath the water
 I'm at a loss for words, but you know it
 Did you make it out to Mount St. Joseph?
 I keep open doors that need closing
 It's done nothing, but let the cold in
 You know I wouldn't mind, could've spent a little time
 But I guess you made your mind up
 Guess I'll never know the why or the pain you had inside
 But it really fucks me up that you never said goodbye
 You never said goodbye
 You never said goodbye
 You never said, you never said
 You never said goodbye
 You never said, you never said