Let Me Be Sad

I'm holding back right now
 'Cause I'm numb to what's around
 I miss the life I used to have with you right here
 Now everything has turned to grey and I'm blacking out the shades for now
 Let me be sad
 Even for a little while, just a chance to catch my breath
 Let me be sad
 Even for a little while, 'cause it's all that I have left
 When all I see are the memories, I don't wanna lose a thing
 Let me be sad
 Let me be sad
 Can you see it in my eyes I've been distant?
 'Cause I can't tell if it's the end or the beginning
 I know I haven't been myself, I'll admit it
 And I put up walls so if I burned any bridges, just know
 I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it
 But knowing me, I'll probably miss it
 These voices get so vicious
 Feels like I'm ripping stitches
 I wish some days I could go back
 Before life changed, it was so fast
 That time is gone and I know that, so please
 Let me be sad
 Even for a little while, just a chance to catch my breath
 Let me be sad
 Even for a little while, 'cause it's all that I have left
 When all I see are the memories, I don't wanna lose a thing
 Let me be sad
 Let me be sad, oh
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 I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it
 But knowing me, I'll probably miss it
 These voices get so vicious
 Feels like I'm ripping stitches
 I wish some days I could go back
 Before life changed, it was so fast
 That time is gone and I know that
 All that we have is a moment, so please
 Let me be sad
 Even for a little while, just a chance to catch my breath
 Let me be sad
 Even for a little while, 'cause it's all that I have left
 When all I see are the memories, I don't wanna lose a thing
 Let me be sad
 Let me be sad
 Let me be sad
 Let me be sad
 I miss the life I used to have with you right here
 Now everything has turned to grey and I'm blacking out the shades for now