Oil In Water

Days pass slowly Still here a float, unclean unholy
 Spilling darkness and this oil slick is
 all consuming and will taint any shore
 Bioremediation may stop this horrid liquidation
 I go all in feeding bio combustive agents
 To ignite once again
 A quiz for the diehard! How to blend the non-polar into polar
 One day at the time now I grind
 Emulsifiers should bind
 I try and I fail. Messy oil in water
 I know there is a way but the darkness it binds me
 One a practical side I have plenty of time for field trials
 Social behaviour a code to the layer of failure
 Lab rats race inside a maze
 Of norms and cultures I embrace, all but right
 Take back what is mine
 Restoring crash test mind
 Wounds heal, I am fine
 You make or break it
 I ran out of time
 I'm not the first or last of that kind
 What I did just to be rid of that burden
 Was the ultimate one way trip, facing it I admit weakness
 The aftermath bill lefty me worse off and still in confusion
 The ship of fools sails on a sea split in truth and delusion
 Crude oil in water
 A mental state disorder
 Crude oil in water
 Fresh out from the slaughter
 Crude oil in water
 Guess I drew the shorter
 Crude oil in water
 Free falling mortar