Starting Over

These days I feel outnumbered
 I can never get ahead
 Always on the outside
 Forever looking in
 I'm so ashamed of who I am (I am)
 I try to pass the blame
 Too afraid to face the truth
 I push everyone away
 Hollow, let me be whole again
 Empty, drowning in my regret
 Hollow, let me be whole again
 Can I, can I run from my past?
 Let go and start again?
 All I wanted was to feel alive (Feel alive)
 But I don't think that I can win this fight
 Cut me free from my misery
 These days feel like they're on repeat
 I will never get ahead
 Stuck in my own ways
 I'm so used to giving in
 Can I be a better man
 And learn to live again?
 I'd like to think I'm moving on
 But a part of me is still holding on
 To all of my nightmares
 A never ending nightmare
 Can I, can I run from my past?
 Let go and start again?
 All I wanted was to feel alive (Feel alive)
 But I don't think that I can win this fight
 Cut me free from my misery
 Will I ever be anything
 Other than my own worst enemy?
 I keep searching for answers
 What will it take to set me free?
 Will I ever be anything
 Other than my own worst enemy?
 Change, I can change
 Or am I better off this way? (Better off this way)
 Show me how to get through another day
 Can this be what I need (What I need)
 To start over, to start over?