Internally Bleeding

Yeah, yeah, ay, yo
 The things I've seen in life will make you choke by suprise
 Like an aborted fetus in a jar that opened its eyes
 Provoking my demise, I'll leave your spirit broken inside
 Like the feeling of 50 million people hoping you'd die
 And niggaz wonder why my heart is filled of hatred an anger
 'Cause some bitch killed my firstborn son with a coat hanger
 I strangled out the pain until my soul was empty and cold
 Crippled and worthless, so I thought that it could never be sold
 My mother told me that placing my faith in God was the answer
 But then I hated God 'cause he gave my mother cancer
 Killing us slow like the Feds did to the Black Panthers
 The genesis of genocide is like a Pagan religion
 Carefully hidden, woven into the holidays of a Christain
 I had a vision of nuclear holocaust on top of me
 And this is prophecy, the words that I speak from my lungs
 The severed head of John the Baptist speaking in tongues
 Like Che Guevara, my soliloquies speak to a gun
 Paint in slow motion like trees that reach for the sun
 Nigga, the preaching is done 'cause I don't got a DJ
 Like Reverond Run, I curse the life of any man who kills
 Benevolent ones, I never asked to be the messenger
 But I was chosen to speak the words of every African slave
 Dumped in the ocean, stolen by America
 Tortured, buried, and frozen, written out of the history books
 Your children are holding, internally bleeding, cold-blooded
 Stripped of emotion, I go through the motions, but there's no
 Life in my eyes, it's like I'm hooked up to a respirator
 Waiting to die, hooked up to the fucking chair
 Waiting to fry, sooth an electrocution currently used
 In my execution, producing thoughts at the speed of light
 Burning confusion, I'm loosing my sight, breathing is tight
 The evening is white, I made my peace with the Lord and now I
 Stand on his right
 Death is another part of life (life)
 These are my last words, I'm having difficulty breathing
 Dying on the inside, internally bleeding
 Angel of death dragging me away while I'm sleeping
 Watching my world crumble in front of me, searching for meaning
 These are my last words, I'm having difficulty breathing
 Dying on the inside, internally bleeding
 Angel of death dragging me away while I'm sleeping
 Watching my world crumble in front of me, searching for meaning