Pinball Map

As I aim for that bright white day
 Conflict serum is my aura
 It seems that life's so fragile
 I guess I'll fly some other time
 I lack from superhighway thoughts
 Won't live as long as the city lights
 Soaked by underwater times
 Electric splash on a midnight drive
 Wish I could rape the day
 Just something radical
 Lost the sense of sweet things
 Who's gonna take me widely?
 Guided by the pinball map
 The driver, still unknown to me
 Who was sent to glorify?
 Before we injected this common pride
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 Sometimes I don't belong
 Release me from your world
 Pacified by the small things in life
 I wait for earthquakes to rearrange
 Never been able to use the force
 I only have it read to me
 Despite all the misguided faith
 I'll find a place in this mess
 Wish I could rape the day
 Just something radical
 Lost the sense of sweet things
 Who's gonna take me widely?
 Guided by the pinball map
 The driver, still unknown to me
 Who was sent to glorify?
 Before we injected this common pride
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 Early morning moments
 A glimpse of joy
 But soon it's over and I return to dust
 As I try to be
 Everything and everyone
 I shrivel up and waste away
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 Wish I could rape the day
 Just something radical
 Lost the sense of sweet things
 Who's gonna take me widely?
 Guided by the pinball map
 The driver, still unknown to me
 Who was sent to glorify?
 Before we injected this common pride