To Shreds, You Say?

It's been a long hard year
 It started fine, but it ends in tears
 One down, that much deader
 This one ain't shaping up much better
 It ain't done with me
 It ain't done with me
 Setting sail for some nasty weather
 The same old shit, just a little bit wetter
 And it ends right here
 Burst into flames when the sun appears
 'Cause you're done with me
 Yeah, you're done with me
 I was wrong when I thought you might
 Somehow always be in my life
 You'd hold on to me
 And never let go
 Now home feels like a prison cell
 It's my own special kind of hell
 I've got the key
 But nowhere to go
 Now one thing is clear
 I'm face to face with my greatest fear
 I'm a stone, baby, you're a feather
 Just leave me in the ground forever
 And don't mind me
 Yeah, don't mind me
 I was wrong when I thought you might
 Somehow always be in my life
 You'd hold on to me
 And never let go
 Now home feels like a prison cell
 It's my own special kind of hell
 I've got the key
 But nowhere to go
 I was wrong and you were right
 You gave me the best years of my life
 I'll hold on to these
 Hold on to these
 Hold on to these
 And never let go
 I was playing with matches
 Now I sift through the ashes
 It's cold now, the fire's out
 I might never be warm again
 And the rain comes to wash it down
 Worse to burn than it is to drown
 Let the cool water fill my lungs
 And I won't have to breathe again
 Like a ship on the ocean floor
 That couldn't quite make the shore
 The storm that brought me down
 Still thunders above my head
 I think back to where I was
 Safe and dry on the land above
 Could have stayed there forever
 But all things come to an end