Not That Easy

Putting my feelings aside
 Swallowing all of my pride
 Wondering where we went wrong
 I've waited for you so long
 How can I go on living?
 Until I know I'm forgiven
 Maybe it's just a feeling
 But it's keeping me
 From dealing
 Oh, I'd like to think
 That it's all my fault
 But it's not that easy
 Then, I'd say I'm sorry
 And everything would be alright
 But it's not that easy
 (Not that easy)
 To take the blame for everything
 'Cause you are just as guilty
 (Just as guilty)
 As I am
 Maybe, even more
 Taking my heart on a ride
 What are you trying to hide?
 How many times have you lied?
 And how many times have I cried
 Just like the wind on the sea
 You never cared about me
 Oh, I'd like to think
 That it's all my fault
 But it's not that easy
 Then, I'd say I'm sorry
 And everything would be alright
 But it's not that easy
 (Not that easy)
 To take the blame for everything
 'Cause you are just as guilty
 (Just as guilty)
 As I am
 Maybe, even more
 Why can't I let it be?
 And pretend that I'm blind
 And I can't see
 Why do we try to hurt each other?
 Can't we learn to love another?
 Oh, I'd like to think
 That it's all my fault
 But it's not that easy
 Then, I'd say I'm sorry
 And everything would be alright
 But it's not that easy
 (Not that easy)
 To take the blame for everything
 'Cause you are just as guilty
 (Just as guilty)
 As I am
 Maybe, even more