At Least Understand

I only hope you understand
 The invigoration
 That has filled me
 Within' these
 Past coming years
 I have felt more
 Than any other living
 Being on this earth
 I was born with a resentment
 Only few can understand
 But to capture everything
 I'm yearning
 For within' this moment
 Is a feat most men
 Can't comprehend
 Within' their lifetime
 I have fallen
 From grace in your eyes
 Only to ache
 From the will to return
 To the place in your heart
 I know i've captivated
 Something in you
 After all these years
 If you can't see
 At least understand
 I don't believe
 That i have ever seen
 Your eyes look so tired
 In my mind
 It's better
 If we both take time apart
 And fix ourselves
 If i decide to reunite
 With an old friend
 Or make amends
 Or just pretend
 To be alright
 With who you are
 Well i'm not