You Know Me Better

I am a histamine
 Wet wound in the Vaseline
 I have kissed the ring
 On hands that seem too big to bleed
 They're gonna kill the man who put the fork in the road
 Gonna put it back
 Now there's one way to go
 Jesus and Mary, oh, mother, help me, God
 I asked you for a vision
 Now I'm asking, "turn it off"
 You know me better than I know myself
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 You know me better than I know myself
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 You can't help me now
 You can't help yourself
 I told you everything
 There's nothing left to tell
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 You know me better than I know myself
 Advance and retreat
 Dead tongues and dead meat
 There's gold in the seam
 There's milk in the tracks
 Legal teens bundled up and cached
 I held the hand that fed me
 But now it makes me sick
 There's no generation
 Everybody quit
 These are millennial loads in my veins
 Diabetic wounds pumping soft bits of pain
 You know me better than I know myself
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 You know me better than I know myself
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 You can't help me now
 You can't help yourself
 I told you everything there's nothing left to tell
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 You know me better than I know myself
 I feel safe and sorry but we're neither, are we?
 Let me in or let me out
 Rotten fruit and babies
 That's the way you paid me
 Take your blessing off my house
 Isolate and save me
 How could you replace me?
 Tell me that and kiss my mouth
 You know me better than I know myself
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 You know me better than I know myself
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 If you could see me now
 If I could see myself
 If it wasn't me it'd be somebody else
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 You know me better than I know myself
 I don't have to think
 I think it's just as well
 You know me better than I know myself