More Than This

To feel finality
 Harder than imagined
 Knowing that you're well
 Doesn't make it easy
 Even when its course has run
 Resolve tends to unravel and become
 Something more than the two were on their own
 Nothing means a thing
 Scrawled on back of passing
 Watching those with less
 Calculate their losses
 Here or there I'm not sure where
 We should settle the last of this
 Espied truths, sundered ties to what's left
 It should have been more than this
 The weight, the feeling
 I thought would get better and better
 The way that you've become
 Isn't what I knew back then
 I've been at this long enough
 To not ask how much further
 We'll get there when we do
 Angst is bred by wonder
 Image fixed in my mind
 When I came here tonight I thought, I'd find
 Something more than I thought, I would be
 It should have been more than this
 The weight, the feeling
 I thought would get better and better
 The way that you've become
 Isn't what I knew back then
 My friends, something [Incomprehensible]
 It should have been more than this
 The way that you've become
 Isn't what I knew back then, my friend
 It should have been more than this
 And the way that you've become