The Lies and the Truth

So many years we've been avoiding it
 This confortation has been your goal
 Finding myself could be harder
 Than finding a way to cure my soul
 Harder than fighting alone against you
 Thin line between the lies and the truth
 So if I got lost once or twise don't blame me
 There's only one thing left that can save me
 I'll be broken by the day
 When water get's so high
 I can't breathe air now
 Take it all away and leave me bleeding
 All this time has been a nightmare
 So confusing, so unfair
 You fed me garbage with a silver spoon
 I said: â? gladly, I'll be your tool
 You look so good I wanna be like you
 Talk like you, forget the truth
 Friends, what? I don't think I need â? em
 I'm fine on my own they just wanna reasonâ?