Tragic

Found a cheap therapist
 Started taking vitamins
 And gave up on all my friends
 I bought some self help books
 Stopped giving myself dirty looks
 And started breathing again
 Got really into dirty martinis
 Stuck a rainbow key chain on my rear view
 To remind myself the pot of gold
 Is always just up the road
 Bottom line, I survived yeah
 Spent all year being so dramatic
 Well it was sad and I was lonely
 But I'm standing here alive in this moment
 Why's it gotta be, why's it gotta be
 Tragic, tragic
 In the spirit of full disclosure
 After 5 years it was over
 Moved out, found an apartment across town
 Wrote a whole album about it
 Called my sister to cry about it
 And listen to Chris Martin sing "Magic" for the 99th time
 Left my heart in two dozen states
 And got a credit card, couldn't pay it off
 Guess sometimes you just surprise yourself
 With what you do to move on
 Bottom line, I survived yeah
 Spent all year being so dramatic
 Well it was sad and I was lonely
 But I'm standing here alive in this moment
 Why's it gotta be, why's it gotta be
 Tragic, tragic
 Oh, some days, some days
 It's not okay, okay, yeah
 But some day, some day
 I'm gonna be okay, okay
 Bottom line, I survived yeah
 Spent all year being so dramatic
 Well it was sad and I was lonely
 But I'm standing here alive in this moment
 Why's it gotta be, why's it gotta be
 Tragic, tragic