DROWNING

I want the end of my problems
 Take drugs but that never solves them
 My friends are worried, don't call 'em
 I don't wanna be a burden but I've been
 Lost inside, my head's overcrowding
 Take 'em down, I'm scared that I've been drowning
 Always fooling everything around me
 And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shouting
 Bad news, bad news, always bad timing
 I'm always feeling dead, but the reaper never finds me
 Pushing everyone away, all these calls I'm declining
 Getting sick of bad days, what's the point of even climbing?
 Don't save me, I won't let you in
 Just let me crash and burn
 Just watch me fall apart
 Got so many scars, how'd I fall so far?
 And I'm always breaking
 Maybe death will take me
 Think I'm always wasting my time again, no
 I want the end of my problems
 Take drugs but that never solves them
 My friends are worried, don't call 'em
 I don't wanna be a burden but I've been
 Lost inside, my head's overcrowding
 Take 'em down, I'm scared that I've been drowning
 Always fooling everything around me
 And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shouting
 Yeah, too many times that I've been falling off the edge now
 Try to be there for my family but I still feel like a letdown
 And my mom's texting me suicidal shit
 I try to cope, try to breathe when I'm facing this
 And all the walls started caving in
 It feels like I've been here before
 And I swear I always feel ignored
 My face numb, stressed out, wanna run away from the world now
 And I'm always breaking
 Maybe death will take me
 Think I'm always wasting my time again, no
 I want the end of my problems
 Take drugs but that never solves them
 My friends are worried, don't call 'em
 I don't wanna be a burden but I've been
 Lost inside, my head's overcrowding
 Take 'em down, I'm scared that I've been drowning
 Always fooling everything around me
 And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shouting