I Feel Like Dying

So go ahead and dig my grave, break me into pieces
 I can't change, hate that, I need it
 Blow my brains if you're really leaving
 Can't be safe, so kill all my feelings
 I've been to the bottom, but you know I still fight it
 Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
 Everything I want blows up when I'm trying
 It's so hard to live when I feel like dying
 Gun to my head, yeah
 People talking 'bout me like I died, I'm not dead yet
 Maybe if I did, then I'd be finally getting rest, yeah
 Maybe if I died, they'd finally listen what I said, yeah, yeah, yeah
 I'm so sick of people saying that they know what's in my interest
 Barely go outside and now I really got no friends left
 So many mistakes, I don't think I got no sins left
 Killed so many rappers, wonder who they're gonna sin next
 (Up in flames)
 (I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah)
 So go ahead and dig my grave, break me into pieces
 I can't change, hate that, I need it
 Blow my brains if you're really leaving
 Can't be safe, so kill all my feelings
 I've been to the bottom, but you know I still fight it
 Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
 Everything I want blows up when I'm trying
 It's so hard to live when I feel like dying
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 (Up in flames)
 (I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah)
 So go ahead and dig my grave, break me into pieces
 I can't change, hate that, I need it
 Blow my brains if you're really leaving
 Can't be safe, so kill all my feelings
 I've been to the bottom, but you know I still fight it
 Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
 Everything I want blows up when I'm trying
 It's so hard to live when I feel like dying