Ringside

Beat myself until I'm bloody
 And I'll give you a ringside seat
 Say that it's embarrassing
 I'm sorry that you had to see me like that
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 So you could either watch me drown
 Try to save me while I drag you down
 I wanna fix it, but I don't know how
 It isn't fair to make you wait around
 While all your friends are going out
 So Jesus, can you help me now?
 Trade me in for a briar crown
 Is there anybody coming back for me?
 If they ever were, they are not now
 So what's there left to talk about?
 I'm holding on just like a scratch-off ticket
 How I dig my nails into your skin
 Honey, I'm not stupid
 I know no one wins this kind of things
 It's just another way to kill an hour
 Wishing I was different
 Nobody deserves a second chance
 But honey, I keep getting them
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 Like a scratch-off ticket
 How you dig your nails into my skin
 Honey, I'm not stupid
 I know no one wins this kind of thing
 It's just another way to kill an hour
 Wishing I were different
 Nobody deserves a second chance
 But I keep giving in