I Thought About Killing You

I know, I know, I know, I know, know
 I know, I know, I know, I know, know
 I, I know it, I know it
 The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest
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 Today I seriously thought about killing you
 I contemplated, premeditated murder
 And I think about killing myself
 And I love myself way more than I love you, so
 Today I thought about killing you
 Premeditated murder
 You'd only care enough to kill somebody you love
 The most beautiful thoughts are always inside the darkest
 (Mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhmm)
 Just say it out loud to see how it feels
 People say "don't say this, don't say that"
 Just say it out loud, just to see how it feels
 Weigh all the options, nothing's off the table
 Today I thought about killing you
 Premeditated murder
 I think about killing myself
 And I, I love myself way more than I love you
 The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest
 (Mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhmm)
 I think this is the part where I'm supposed to say somethin' good
 To compensate it so it doesn't come off, bad
 But sometimes I think really bad things
 Really, really
 Really bad things
 
 And I love myself way more than I love you
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 See, if I was trying to relate it to more people
 I'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself
 Because that seems like a common theme
 But that's not the case here
 I love myself way more than I love you
 And I think about killing myself
 So, best believe, I thought about killing you today
 Premeditated murder
 I called up my loved ones, I called up my cousins
 I called up the Muslims, said I'm 'bout to go dumb
 Get so bright it's no sun, get so loud I hear none
 Screamed so loud got no lungs, hurt so bad I go numb
 Time to bring in the drums, that prrt-pum-pum-pum
 Set the NewTone on 'em, set the nuke off on 'em
 I need Coke with no rum, I taste coke on her tongue
 I don't joke with no one, they'll say he die so young
 I done had a bad case of too many bad days
 Got too many bad traits
 Used the floor for ashtrays
 I don't do shit halfway, I'ma clear the cache
 I'ma make my name last, put that on my last name
 It's a different type of rules that we obey
 Ye, Ye, Ye season, nigga, we obey
 We was all born to die, nigga DOA
 Niggas say they hero, mhm
 I don't see no cape
 Mhm, I don't see no, mhm, yeah
 I don't see no, mhm, mhm
 If I wasn't shinin' so hard, wouldn't be no shade
 Buckwheat-ass nigga, it's 'gon be o-tay
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 Young nigga shit, nigga, we don't age
 I thought I was past my Deebo ways
 Even when I went broke, I ain't break
 How you gon' hate? Nigga, we go way back
 To when I had the braids and you had the wave cap
 Drop a pin for the fade and I'm on my way ASAP
 Don't get socked in the mouth
 You know homie don't play that
 Pay the fire marshal bill
 'Cause this shit done got way packed
 They wanna see me go ape (Ape, ape)
 All you gotta do is speak on Ye
 All you gotta do is speak on Ye
 Don't get your tooth chipped like Frito-Lay